april 4

i must admit i was a sad sack yesterday. i went out with friends, drank whiskey, listened to music, and then had the best fucking night of my goddamn life.

i love my life. i love who i am. and i love the people who are around me.  and even though i may have shared it with someone rotten for a few months, you all had my back then and now. trust.

this day marks the 8 year anniversary of my brother.