ain’t no sunshine…

so gf has been out of town for a few days now. cheeto and i are a little bored. we go on bike rides and stuff, make dinner and hang out but it’s really not the same without gf-er.

now i have never really been the type of mate that whines and gets bummed when a significant other is away. ive had plenty of alone time and usually love it…this time though, not so much. in fact, as i type this, cheeto is meowing his goddamn head off by the door. he has been for the last 4 days. and i find myself, looking and the door hoping she’ll walk through it.

so, what’s so different about this relationship. maybe it’s because im actually into this girl more than i was the last few?

im way more excited about spending time with her than i have with any other girl in a while. im an asshole. i know. so now that she’s away…im a little sad. im also a giant pussy, but you guys fucking knew that already. dicks.

im trying not to turn on the tv right now,even though i fucking love the deadliest catch. fuck yeah, you do too.

someone managed to figure out banksy’s identity. there’s no easter bunny?

funny convo i just had over chat:

B: What’s avg salary for teacher w masters degree?

me: dang, “jen, how much do you make?”

B: I’m not asking aout yours

me: 40-50 PESOS

B: Sweet

me: yeah

B: That’s a deal

me: you’ ll make a killing in Mexico public skools

bien!!!

B: Parada!

it’s true though. teachers make jack shit. i might as well get paid in feathers and broken sticks. i live in sf, i dont make enough to live in sf. i have wine taste though. so even more reason for me to change professions. BUT, i fucking love it. i can’t see myself doing anything else, well maybe one other thing, running my own little shop. but my classroom is pretty much that. i churn out little versions of me minus the large credit card debt and taste for whiskey. no, no. they come in with their own little personalities. the only thing i teach is, there’s a time and a place for everything- the one thing each of my kids walks away with. that’s my job. i teach balance. i teach that you can learn a bunch of interesting shit-get smart-and have a good fucking time doing it.

that’s all for now.

xo, jen